First Christmas in awhile that I'm not all drunk and stoned. Unfortunatly my drug use(injectable cocaine) left me with Hep C. My liver wont take the drinking or drugs anymore.
My drinking days are over. I did lots of weired drugs when I was drunk.
I really need to be a hope fiend. Yep- lots of hope is what I need!
My drinking days are over. I did lots of weired drugs when I was drunk.
I really need to be a hope fiend. Yep- lots of hope is what I need!
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Sun, December 25, 2005 - 5:33 AMi am having a clean not so serene christmas but its ok so much to be grateful for my best friend went out sucking the glass dick one more time! so our plans have been cancelled i am angry at the disease and am going to serve derserts to the homeless with my 15 year old son to get out of myself happy holidays! we need to make new memories hugs not drugs hope without dope love ya brock! -
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Mon, December 26, 2005 - 11:54 AMHugs to everyone....onward and upward!
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Sat, January 7, 2006 - 5:24 PMI share the same feeling of having the first Christmas and holiday season in a long time that i am not fucked up. I got out of rehab 3 days before Christmas and was not really looking forward to it, but it worked out nicely. Yeah and all I have is hope, hope, hope. Hope for a lot of things. It's a little scary being clean.
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Sat, January 7, 2006 - 10:31 PMwelcome, hello to the newcomers and love to lovely lilac lady. lets keep this tribe going. we tend to forget it is here and we can help each other thru the rough days. not just gratitude. but we need is to give each other hope,
sorry LL about your friend.
i had a a good friend die of AIDS 3 wks. ago. iy has been a tough yr. buried 4 to D/A.
brock you r alive abd kicking. sounds like you had your daze, as did i. shaun welcpme to recovery and i use the music of the dead as one of higher powers every day. and i too, play guitar. wrote a song and played it at my friends viewing.
fug where r u dear> miss your input.
plz people stay in touch. do any of you think we should go private? prehaps if there is enough interest in more sharing if private it can be brought to our fearless leader fug.
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Sun, January 8, 2006 - 9:22 PMthanks gyps i'm ok we r trying to be available when she decides to go to treatment....i just hate the diease of addiction right now....fugi how are you? how was the move....gyps good to hear you spent time with ur mom i did too....love lilaclady
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Sun, January 8, 2006 - 12:07 PMi had a nice holiday too.... spending the holidays with you and your dogs was cool Shaun. Your family was incredible, they really made me feel welcome, and im grateful for that. I was clean last christmas, but not new years, this year ive managed to stay clean all the way thru. im so happy. it feels so good. sorry im being so up in my head, but i've got shit to deal with, and im not tryin to drag you through it. have you heard from james yet??
peace
Autumn~
Awesome pic btw
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